♥ June 22, 2008
THE DAY ;
[ The June world ]
Alrights! Today is last day of June holiday , how sad =(
Lots of things had happened during this holidays & i also learnt somethings from all this yea .
Since holidays began i had neen going out everyday . Didnt even bother to study or do homeworks .Ah hahaha! Before school end i told myself to study during holidays to chase back what i had lost in school , but it seems like i failed to do it . Haiis..had been failed all the way . ah haha faliure isn't it?
Parents meeting . mama saw Miss Lau talked about & i had been quite playful & didnt pay attention for that term . All got F9 -.- , Miss Lau is disappoint about me mama is sad over me .
Thay asked me what to do to help me? I was thinking what can do to help me ? Who can help me? Nobody can help me , only i , MYSELF can help . Cause im self-discipline enough im hardworking enough i will not end up with this fucking results . Had promise with Miss Lau & mama that at least CA2 i pass 3 subjects . Which is English E maths or A then physic or chem . Since promise had made im really gonna to make it this time , im gonna to prove that she is wrong & i didnt made empty promises to u all .I will work hard for this start till end of sec 4 . Aww... i know u people who know me not gonna believe what i say nah , but i really make up my mind to study . So support me & always remind me yea? Im not gonna to pon tan schools or lessons anymore unless i really sick . That's all about my studies :D
ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORD!
As for me & friends:
Met him :D , those days were happy though :D . & then he left =( how sad , days he not around make me felt helpless & depressed =( , although heart is still aching , i'm feeling better than those dark days .Cause sisters & friends beside me gave me alots encouragements :D . & i know i'm not alone , i still have u guys . Though his leaving brought me pain but i also learnt alot . His left made me become stronger , see things clearer , be more independent & cherish people around me mostly importantly is TRUST! Yes , yes . I may still like him for the time being , but as i say this feeling will fade with time pass by . & realised how zhabor was really felt ...yes this feeling isn't great at all . Last time i always said u silly ask u to give up & blahs . & now it's my turn yea ...ya indeed it's really hard to give up & forget . But i will try hard & be strong. Let's work together zhabor :D . YES! Jiayous Wang Zhaoya :DDD
Then Jianbing's thing had also made Edna , Feng we all worried . But now is fine :D
Now come to Top Speed lost all 3 matches , hope them learnt to have more teamwork & always jiayous :D Then Feng sad cause of thing happened but got it over le :D
And of course!I had lotsa fun with u guys :D . The laughters & sadness all i had experinces during this holidays .Yeah! Im also gonna change some too ... people do change :D
Laziness , hot-temper , playful-ness & blahs, all gonna change abit by bit :D
Stubborness?Wilful-ness?Rebellious? I cant change cause that's all are my Zhuan li!
Change le im not Wang Zhaoya already :D . As for now is concentrate on study study study!& still study! hahahs & await for my coming new house on octocber :D
That's all bahs~ im gonna try to do homework le . CHOING AR CHIONG AR!!! ( All homework haven do need to chiong liaos , really serve myself right! )
BYEBYES :D
ENDED @ 5:55 PM
