i still cannot put down .wake up in middle of night think about u...think u always send me goodnight msg. Afternoon 12 plus wake up still think of u ...think u used to be msg me to wake me up.But now not at anymore.I sense the way u smoke... ur heartbeat. ur everything..make me cry again.Even i told myself not worthy it but i still dunno why i cried... silly isn't it? That's for sure!!!Cause i put in too much which i myself also dunno.I told myself never put in too much ..but seems like it cant be control already.Everyday all i had to do is try to slp as much as possible so that i might think of u too muh.Watch shows make me think of u too..-.- .... ...i also dunno why.Is like what the fuck can. I hate this kind of feeling.I hate myself for been like that..this is not me...not me!!!But u wouldn't know & never ever know!
DLXH!

Sorry zhabor&sisters &others! It seems like i really put in too much that i couldn't help . i cannot dun be sad and i dun wish to be sad either but somehow i just cannot control this feeling.Just feel lost & useless ( Cause this is not what i use to be as u know )...perhaps someday i will heal.& i dunno when i can heal...
When then day im heal this song will remove :)

ZHAOYA
Eunosian/Springfielder
Celebrate my BIGBIG day on 19 SEP :D
imCRAZY :D

☆Good studies
☆Move to new house
☆Move out!!!
☆More $$
☆Go Japan with sister :D
☆Get BOA TH FACE album
☆Get laptop
☆All BOA’s albums &写真集s
☆Farrari remote car/models :D
☆Daddy quit smoking!
☆Everybody HAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPY :DDDDD

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