♥ July 31, 2008
OH! alrights! went school as usual .I only slept for 3 hours power rights? cause was chatting with Charles..Heh..LOLS.He actually asked me called him korkor -.- ...i was like HUH! so wierd siol.& He is actually smaller than me..born in DEC..& he expect me call him 'korkor'-.-. LOLLLLLLLL!
Lessons were damn sianzxc -.- .
Slept in class.LALALAS. Always got prank call from that siao zhabor ( actually i more siao nah xD) hahahas .
All things went quit well untill chemitsry lesson. Haiis long story..i dunno how to say. saded.
The boys of 3i (lastde 2j ) are just so UNCONSIDERATE!irritating..never think before spoke out.Knew it is not a good thing still say out made people dulan all this. & paiseh Daniel i said wrong people . But this was quite okays.
Cause of him u cried again.i know what i said is useless cause u had fallen too deep . I know how it felt.But always think positive ways.One day it will fade away ,i know it's hard. Believe that day will come & always do stay happy dont think unnesseray things okays? :D JIAYOUS!
Things dont always go to the way u want . It just simply gone .
Cause of little things,thing belown up. It hurts , i dunno what to do when saw u all cried
lend u all my shoulder,took tissues for u all,asked u all dun cry ... ...
when u all cried i felt like crying too...but i try not to shed tears .i told myself not to cry
What if i cry...u all might cry worse?& nobody there to cheer le...so i manage to hold back my tears :D . cause u're are my encouragements.
I thought it was my fault to bring her away ,cause she spend more times with me . I thought i was the one who caused the conflict between them? Do i ? I did try to write a letter .but had no courage to give . so i kept it .
Unexpectedly,things turn out worse today.
& it's not ur fault girl,u just wanted to make things clear so there is no misunderstanding. U didnt make things bad to worse okays ?! Cheers up .
everyone here is blaming onwself...i did something which almost make u angry.But come to think maybe what u say might be right .Even if it mend there is still a scar remains there .
& i did experinced before.
If that time we didnt quarrel , we face to face talk nicely & sort things out . It wont turns to be today's state?
We used to be share secrets,troubles,face problems all this together . Untill then...
Even now we're still friends,but the feel of last time no longer exist in there .There is still the gap there. If that didnt happen i think we still always be the same. Share things together .Unexpectedly things happened again.
I felt that am i a failur who do not know how to hold tight my sisters? I dunno.. ...( maybe what i sad might made u angry?again but i just want to say it out dun want hide in my hearts )
Sister cheer ups :D.No matter what happens i always ne there for u :D
ENDED @ 8:33 PM
